day 28 A look back

Dad has been home 28 days.
He is... well great
as compared to before

I don't mean that it's easier for Mom and me (although it is but that has nothing to do with Dad)
He is more aware more active
He smiles more, speaks more, reacts more, wakes up more easily, eats more ... notices more.

Mom is less upset.
She helps without asking
she understands more what needs to be done
we have become a team

and me?

I will relay to you a message that I recently wrote my friend about how I feel right now:

JeÚ˝k [10:43 PM]:
with u?
writerkev [10:44 PM]:
okay today
I feel lately like I am flying in a video game and little magic balls of light and magnetizing themselves to me... I am growing but still formless
writerkev [10:45 PM]:
whatever that means
JeÚ˝k [10:45 PM]:
thats a very interesting description of feeling
JeÚ˝k [10:46 PM]:
a feeling?
writerkev [10:47 PM]:
I can't describe it in any other way
JeÚ˝k [10:47 PM]:
i think its beautiful.. the description
writerkev [10:49 PM]:
do you feel that way? I mean you are in school... and what is happening to me is that... I am reading all this stuff and doing all this stuff and I happen to really love it (even the parts I thought I'd hate like breaking down a sonnet!) and because I am stuffing all this stuff into me and at the same time I took on this difficult task... stuffing more stuff into me... I am changing... palpably changing... i can feel it happen